New Music, Ever and Always

ANDREW OSENGA has been one of my favorite musicians for over a decade now.  His time with The Normals and Caedmon’s Call is over, but he still puts out quality solo music.  A few months ago, he announced plans for a concept album: Leonard the Lonely Astronaut.  He even built something like a spaceship to write and record in.  While the album won’t officially drop until later this year, pre-orders of the album will be shipping sooner rather than later.  Osenga has dropped a video of one song, “Ever and Always,” over on YouTube.  Check it out below.  If you like what you see, you can find more of his music at The Rabbit Room or over at andrewosenga.com.

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The Big 3-6

I HAD EVERY INTENT to write something personal and profound here today, on the day I turn 36.  Believe it or not, I have some stuff I want to say.  But the last few days have been packed, packed with both activities and ideas.  The Maui trip was good: full of dolphins and whales and fedoras lost and replaced.  Heck, I even got some dancing in (much to my surprise).  It was also a good “growing” experience for me, helping me come a little more to terms with growing up and being an adult.

Today, of course, was the big day.  Breakfast with a friend and then Sunday school and church.  Then I made my way to Dole to catch Cabin in the Woods, which I’ve been waiting more than a year for.  It’s full of Mutant Enemy goodness, with a few good twists that have good echoes of great Buffy possibilities.  Not a flick the average movie-goer would like perhaps, but it was a good trip for me.  And then tonight was dinner with neighbors, which is always nice.

And so the big 3-6.  I know that every year is a turning point, life like a maze.  And that’s part of the excitement and the fear.  The longer I’m here, the more things and people around me change.  That’s part of what I need to work out, make some sense of.  But a good day to the start of the year, for sure.

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Maui Visit

I’VE SPENT the last two nights on the island of Maui.  It’s my third time to the island, my second with our school’s seniors.

Traveling with students and peers is always interesting for me.  I never quite know how to fit in with any side, and yet both sides have something vital to offer.  For students, experience seems to be a key thing: do this, take your picture here, have a moment at a good and important place.  For adults, though, information and report seem vital.  It’s adult nature to speak of what one has done, what one has witnessed.  It’s not hard and fast rule, but I find it to be more true than not.  And so, for me, I never quite know how to balance the two.  I long for experience.  I also hate reporting information or simply bearing witness to things (even though I was more of a camera-man on this trip).

Perhaps this is something true for those I am around moreso than for those in other areas of vocation.  Maybe it’s a “teacher thing.”  But the challenge of experience versus reporting is a very real tension for me, real and true is some of my most important relationships, even.  Something to think through, for sure.

You can check out some of my Maui pictures up on teh flckr photostream at the top of this page.  I shot video for the students, mostly, but I was able to get some good shots of dolphin and sky in there.

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A Titanic Movie I Might Actually See

with apologies to Kathy

I HOLD IT AS A PERSONAL ACCOMPLISHMENT that I have not seen the movie Titanic.  It’s just one of those things, really, that you make a “cause” out of almost after the fact.  I never had any desire to see the movie, even after it made a gazillion dollars and won a host of Oscars.  It’s the the Knight’s Tale of romance movies for me: it’s just something I now refuse to see on principle.

All of this to say that the folks at The Soup came up with a trailer for the next iteration of the movie: Titanic 4-D.  This one, I might see.  Check it out below.

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The Wright Reading of Scripture?

I RECENTLY GIFTED a copy of N. T. Wright’s How God Became King to a friend who I thought would enjoy the theological challenge.  In the book, Wright asserts that we have “turned the speakers too high” on two aspects of historical Christianity while “turning down” two other speakers.  The book is his attempt at helping us understand the necessity and benefit of adjusting the speakers and getting the fuller sound.

“How likely is it that we’ve gotten things this wrong for so long?” is a form of the question that my friend asked as we talked about the book.  The Reformation, of course, is an example of a response where a large number of believers realized that some major things had gotten decisively out of whack.  And while I’m still “feeling out” Wright’s assertions about the Gospels and the general thrust of the biblical text, I do find a lot of his thinking resonant.

The folks over at Relevant just posted an excerpt from Wright’s book on biblical authority: Scripture and the Authority of God.  The excerpt is a hefty chunk that looks at what Wright asserts as misreadings of the biblical text committed by both the “left” and the “right.”  Take a look here and see what you think.  Would love to hear your thoughts.  Points to Wright, of course, for multiple uses of the word symbiosis, a word we don’t use often enough.

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Taking Stock

ONE OF MY FIRST EVENINGS in Honolulu back in the the summer of 2003 involved going out to eat with my one friend and many of my new co-workers.  I think we had Japanese food, though that memory eludes me.  It was a good evening, full of people that I could see being good friends with as time and chance allowed.  We talked books and Calvin and Hobbes and other things that made me feel like I had come to a good place at a good time.

A couple of weekends ago, one of the last people from that group of then-strangers got married.  It was the nice event, the third I had been to from that group.  In one wedding I was a groomsman and sang at the reception.  For the second occasion, I was one of the emcees for the reception.  This third time I got to be a simple and pleasant presence.  As I listened to people share (at least three of them present at that first dinner), I couldn’t help but reflect on how this group of people, these people I had partially “banked my new life on” had changed.  Almost all of them now married, some of them with children.  A good number have moved away, with some of them leaving and returning (and even leaving again).  Some of them I have gotten closer to, though most of our friendships have settled at a co-worker’s distance.  Whatever existed nine years ago has in many ways changed.

And so what for me, nine years into this place and life?  No wedding bells, no little ones.  Lots of students.  Other friends from other moments in time here.  But also a sense that this world has moved on (like the world of Steven King’s Gunslinger, really).  I’m thankful for every good moment here, but I also know that yesterday’s manna won’t be much good today and certainly no good tomorrow.  I like where I am, love my job, am invested in my church.  Something has to change, though.  Not an arbitrary change, mind you, but something that can sustain me for the long haul, for the longer story.  I’m going to be teasing this notion out here over the next few days.  I’m even going to write some about how I’m being led to change even as I have no leading to change locale or vocation.  Feel free to chime in with comments as they come to mind.

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Easter Quotations

IN A FEW HOURS, morning will break and Christians around the world will greet each other with “He is risen; He is risen indeed.”  I’ve been mindful of the time almost all week, attending a short church service for many evenings.  I’ve been rereading Donald Miller’s first book and came upon a nugget that encapsulates the holy day quite well.  Thought I’d add a couple of other quotes into the mix to commemorate the day.

“Death is a difficult thing to process when no hint of it is at hand.  We may never hear the ice crack.  Mark Twain was right in assessing that the two elements of success are determination and ignorance.  Success being the six-figure salary and ignorance being a blindness to its temporal capacity.  Beyond the gravity binding us, our souls travel alone.  We ascend without the anchors of material possessions.  We ascend empty-handed; our shells, neatly dressed in pressed suits, set snugly into caskets.  The graves are all silent.  The caskets are vacant.  Stalin has no more wisdom for us.  Nietzche is preserved in books, having forgotten to lift his casket lid and tell us he was right.  Muhammad gives us the slip.  So does Buddha.  It is Christ alone who defeats the grave.  He came back from death.  Nothing left in the tomb but echoes and cobwebs.  And so we do well to listen to Him with the ears of dying men.”     -Donald Miller, Prayer and the Art of Volkswagen Maintenance

“The symbol of Easter is the empty tomb.  You can’t depict or domesticate emptiness.  You can’t make it into pageants and string it with lights.  It doesn’t move people to give presents to each other or sing old songs.  It ebbs and flows all around us, the Eastertide.  Even the great choruses of Handel’s Messiah sound a little like a handful of crickets chirping under the moon.

He rose.  A few saw him briefly and talked to him.  If it is true, there is nothing left to say.  If it is not true, there is nothing left to say.  For believers and unbelievers both, life has never been the same again.  For some, neither has death.  What is left now is emptiness.  There are those who, like Magdalen, will never stop searching it till they find his face.”     -Frederick Buechner, Whistling in the Dark

“The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified.  Truly, truly I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit . . .  Now is the judgment of this world; now will the ruler of this world be cast out.  And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.”      -Jesus in John’s Gospel

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Telling Stories Again

TAKING GOOD MOVIES FOR GRANTED is easy in the winter months, when the Oscar race is heating up and so many major artists have great working coming to the silver screen.  In the glut of greatness, some films go unnoticed, get written off as fare of less substance.  I’m afraid that was the case with Cameron Crowe’s We Bought a Zoo.  I did not see it at first because reviews were mixed at best.  Let’s face it: the show looks kind of schmaltzy, too.  But then I gave the movie a go before it left theaters and loved it.  Sure, it had hokey moments, but those hokey moments were anchored by three beautiful moments, two of a kind of magical realism and one of practical symbolism.

The story follows Benjamin Mee and his two children following the loss of Mee’s wife.  As one character puts it, he’s at a place where he has stopped telling stories.  In an attempt to start over fresh, to give his kids an “authentic American experience,” Mee ends up buying and living in a run-down zoo.  The movie showcases the zoo staff’s effort at cleaning things up in hopes of passing inspection and opening in the summer.

Like so many of the great movies of 2011, this one deals with loss (same as The Artist, The Descendants, Extremely and Incredibly, 50/50, even The Muppets).  But there are also moments of joy and healing, moments that completely caught me off-guard.  In fact, I just watched the movie again on DVD and was surprised by one of those amazing moments.  Unlike those other movies, many that I love, this one catches the beauty along with the pain, maybe even the beauty in light of and in spite of the pain.  So much so that maybe the people in the story will find themselves “telling stories again.”

If you get the chance, check the movie out.  It’s worth seeing.  Maybe not as subtle as others, which is okay.  But it crosses a border few movies did last year, a border that should be crossed more often.

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You Might Want to Read This

BOOKS are always a topic of conversation for me: I spent part of the afternoon catching up with graduates who love to read and one who has written a novel of his own.  I didn’t like them much as a child, but books are a big part of life today.

The Pew Research Center just released information on “the rise of e-readers” and the reading habits of contemporary Americans.  Interesting: while 20% of Americans have supposedly read a book on an e-reader in the last year, 19% of adults didn’t read one book in any form in the last year.  If it weren’t for books like The Hunger Games, I’m not sure what books my current students would read that weren’t academic.  You can check out the USA Today article here and an important part of the actual study (charts and all) here.

A guest-poster to Donald Miller’s site also had something to say about books: mainly about what book-reading does for those who seek to do things meaningful and culture-changing.  Justin Zoradi uses a survey by the Jenkins Group to point out four kinds of people empowered by reading: readers, travelers, empathizers, and innovators.  I suppose the first should be a no-brainer, but the remaining three are quite interesting to think on more.  You can check out the rest of his thoughts here.

Anybody reading anything good these days?

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The Thing to Do

WHEREVER YOU ARE, be all there.

I can’t remember when I first heard that said, but it’s been a part of my thinking for a long time now.  It’s the other side of being awake: awake is for yourself, being there is for others.  It’s possible for me to stand in front of my students and be a million miles away (well, maybe a few thousand).  It’s better, though, the show up in every way possible.

And so a song by Nashville musician Jill Phillips.  The song, “Show Up,” is from her album In This Hour.  A good thought for a day late in the week.

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