Spring Break Reading: 2015 Edition

BookshelfSpring break has sprung again, and I’ve got a nice stack of books to read through.

I’m one chapter shy of finishing Alan Jacobs’ biography of C. S. Lewis, The Narnian.  I’ve enjoyed the book quite a bit, though how it weaves in and out of events makes it feel a little less like a traditional biography.  It definitely has made me want to check out Lewis’ letters as well as revisit The Magician’s Nephew.

My non-fiction reading for the next bit includes Chip Dodd’s The Voice of the Heart (I quoted his thoughts on anger last week) and Wesley Hill’s Paul and the Trinity.  I’ve also started a slow read of Larry Crabb’s 66 Love Letters, which was actually the first book in about a decade that I didn’t read by Crabb. I’ve also got Putnam’s Bowling Alone on the back burner.  Not sure I’ll get far into it.

At some point this week I plan on getting back into Tolkien’s The Silmarillion.  That on requires real chunks of time that I’m hopeful the break will allow for.  I also just started Tom McCarthy’s Satin Island.  Reviews on the book have been good (I also read his Remainder years ago in a book group).  Jonathan Lethem also just released a collection of short stories that I thought I’d give a try.

Add in the Gospel of John and some rereads from a couple of books from earlier in the year, and we’ll see where the break takes me.  This list should make for a good couple of weeks.

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Saturday Song: Listen to a Brand New Song

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Quarter’s End, Find a Spot

The third quarter of the school year comes to a close today.  Time flies regardless of whether you’re having fun or not (and I’ve definitely enjoyed this semester).  If all goes well, I’ll get to leave the classroom today and my gradebook will be complete, which is a great thing.  And while I have a good bit of work to do over the break, I am looking forward to doing it at a different pace and in a different place.  I’ve got lots of little things lined up: dentist, dermatologist, and the like.  Hoping for lots of sleep, lots of reading, and working towards a sweet spot of rest and inspiration.  That hope reminded me of this scene from Zach Braff’s Wish I Was Here, which I still haven’t written about much.  This is a wonderfully-shot scene from early in the movie.  It’s about finding a spot.  Epiphanies, of course, are never guaranteed.  Sometimes, though, you find something even better.

 

I’ll share another scene from the movie next week. I’m still getting my ducks in a row about a topic near and dear to me that I hope to dive into soon.  For now, though, it is enough that the quarter, as good as it has been, is coming to an end.

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The Difference Between Temporal and Eternal Things

From Augustine’s On Christian Teaching:

So there are these three things which all knowledge and prophecy serve: faith, hope, and love.  But faith will be replaced by the sight of visible reality, and hope by the real happiness which we shall attain, whereas love will actually increase when these things pass away.  If, through faith, we love what we cannot yet see, how much greater will our love be when we have begun to see!  And if, through hope, we love something that we have not yet attained, how much greater will our love be when we have attained it!  There is this important difference between temporal things and eternal things: something temporal is loved more before it is possessed, but will lose its appeal when attained, for it does not satisfy the soul, whose true and certain abode is eternity.  The eternal, on the other hand, is loved more passionately when obtained than when desired.  No one who desires it is allowed to think more highly of it than is warranted (it would then disappoint when found to be less impressive); but however high one’s expectations while on the way, one will find it even more impressive on arrival.

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Paging Bruce Banner

A friend recently shared with me some thoughts on anger from Chip Dodd’s The Voice of the Heart.  I’ve not quite thought about anger in this way before, but I like it:

Authentic anger is a caring feeling, telling us that something matters.  in fact, the energy of compassion is rooted in anger, the desire to make the pain we feel and see come to an end.

Anger exposes what we value and expresses our willingness to do what is required to reach that value.  It allows us to stay with our values, take sides, and even die for what we believe in.

Jesus, who turned the tables over in the temple and drove out thieves from a sacred place, experienced true anger.  He showed the vulnerability of full passion and compassion, the desire to make what had become rotten pure again.

Dodd has a lot more to say about anger, its roots, fruits and what happens when it is “impaired.”  As I read about anger, I couldn’t help but remember one of my favorite scenes from The Avengers concerning Bruce Banner.  I quote his line more than I probably should, but it’s a good one.

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Believing with Mumford and Sons

Count me among those interested in what a banjo-less Mumford & Sons sounds like.  The band just released their first single from the new album, Wilder Mind.  You can check out that new song, “Believe,” below.  It builds well, though the lyrics might seem a bit slight.  Still, it’s a nice and resonant plea.  The album drops in May.

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Stories as Catechism

Author N. D. Wilson recently gave an interview for DRTV’s “Above the Paygrade” show.  It’s a good thirty minutes and is time well spent for those who like to think faith, the world, and books.  I especially like what he has to say about “stories as catechism,” which is a great rendering of what a number of other authors have asserted over the years.  His writing is definitely different, which I think is good.  It’s a little more dense than other things written for kids and teenagers, I think.  And he definitely writes what he preaches.  Take some time to check out the interview.  Don’t let the intro music scare you off!

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Saturday Song: “Then you make me crawl”

A song appropriate for the end of the week.

 

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Thirty-Eight Years and Never First

Pool of BethesdaFrom the Gospel of John (English Standard Version from biblegateway.com):

After this there was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem.

Now there is in Jerusalem by the Sheep Gate a pool, in Aramaic called Bethesda, which has five roofed colonnades.  In these lay a multitude of invalids—blind, lame, and paralyzed.  One man was there who had been an invalid for thirty-eight years.  When Jesus saw him lying there and knew that he had already been there a long time, he said to him, “Do you want to be healed?”  The sick man answered him, “Sir, I have no one to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up, and while I am going another steps down before me.”  Jesus said to him, “Get up, take up your bed, and walk.”  And at once the man was healed, and he took up his bed and walked.

Now that day was the Sabbath.  So the Jews said to the man who had been healed, “It is the Sabbath, and it is not lawful for you to take up your bed.”  But he answered them, “The man who healed me, that man said to me, ‘Take up your bed, and walk.’  They asked him, “Who is the man who said to you, ‘Take up your bed and walk’?”  Now the man who had been healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had withdrawn, as there was a crowd in the place.  Afterward Jesus found him in the temple and said to him,“See, you are well! Sin no more, that nothing worse may happen to you.”  The man went away and told the Jews that it was Jesus who had healed him.  And this was why the Jews were persecuting Jesus, because he was doing these things on the Sabbath.  But Jesus answered them, “My Father is working until now, and I am working.”

A lot going on in this passage, this Wednesday’s Gospel reading for Lent.  The strange practice at the pool of Bethesda, the compassion of Jesus, the ambiguous actions of the healed man, the religious leaders starting their opposition to Jesus, the Son’s articulation of His connection with the Father.  I also found the evening prayers for Wednesday night quite fitting to the topic of the week.

O God, you so loved the world that you gave your only-begotten Son to reconcile earth with heaven: Grant that we, loving you above all things, may love our friends in you, and our enemies for your sake . . .

and

O God, you manifest in your servants the signs of your presence: Send forth upon us the spirit of love, that in companionship with one another your abounding grace may increase among . . . 

Amen and amen.

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Body Talk: Use Somebody

Frankenstein and His MonsterThe system, then, is broken.  Love is removed from the heart of the communal life.  Malfunction, something worse than normal wear and tear, sets in, things rubbing the wrong way, making things worse in the long run.  So what to do with disordered love and malfunction not repented of?  Well, there’s only one thing really.  Since the body of Christ in the here and now is flesh and blood, and because we too often refuse to follow the Spirit’s lead to repentance, we are forced to use flesh and blood to keep things running.  We must use one another to make up for what is lacking, as band-aids, as spare parts, as a kind of compensation.  And because there is still something in us that hopes for unity and maturity and love, we buy into what seems like the necessary scenario.  We allow ourselves to be used and eventually start using others ourselves.  We’ll call this level of the breakdown instrumentalisation, a term used by Samuel Kimbrell in Friendship as Sacred Knowing, which I hope to say more about next week.

When I shared this model with some co-workers, this was the level that got the most push-back, mostly based on the notion that the body of Christ was made so that we could make up for what others lack.  I understand that and even agree with it to an extent.  When some things stop working, our bodies learn to adjust.  We learn to make-do with one kidney or missing teeth.  Our spines learn to adjust when our wallets in our back pockets get too big.  But you want health for your body when it is possible.  That’s what Paul seemed to be going for in Ephesians.  Sure, you might need a hand and arm to help your balance when your two feet aren’t enough, but you don’t turn your arm into a perpetual third leg.

We have gotten too good at, too used to, using one another.  As Kimbrell states, it is a way of impersonal (not interpersonal) communication and community that doesn’t reflect the nature and love of God much at all.  And because we’re too afraid of what might happen if the machine, the community, stopped working, that we keep things going and grow in bitterness and resentment and then turn it into some odd form of spiritual (de)formation.

We have gotten too good at not listening to our bodies, the hints and nudges that tell us that something is not right.  It’s true for the human body as well as for the relationships that form the body of Christ.  We would do well and be wise to learn to listen again.  If we don’t, we’ll turn the body into a kind of Frankenstein’s monster.  And we all know how that ended.

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