Derek Webb and the Hope That is Not Wasted

I keep posting things about Derek Webb’s upcoming album.  It’s available for pre-order Tuesday morning at derekwebb.com, which is great.  It just seems rare these days for someone to write music that can mean something, which is a sweeping generalization, I know.  While I haven’t been a huge fan of his last few albums, I have great respect for him and his craft.  This other new song, “Everything Will Change,” is brilliant in the best possible way.

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The Yellow Birds in Flight

TheYellowBirds from BN.comI purchased a copy of Kevin Powers’ The Yellow Birds after Dave Eggers recommended it in Huck Magazine a couple of months ago.  It’s a bit of a departure for me, reading a war novel.  On top of that, it’s been a while since I really made a point of reading newer fiction.  Still, a recommendation by Eggers is about as good as they come.

The Yellow Birds tells the story of Bartle and Murphy, two privates serving in Al Tafar, Iraq.  Both are young.  In an unguarded moment, Bartle promises Murphy’s mother that he will bring her son home safely.  The novel is the story of how that didn’t happen.  The story is told in two timelines, alternating between the events leading up to Murph’s death and the events that happen to Bartle after Murph’s death.

I know absolutely nothing about the reality of war, but I’d like to think that I know a little bit about good writing.  The Yellow Birds is written well. It’s the kind of book you wish high school seniors could read . . . except for the rough language and gruesome imagery.  It handles issues of youth and honor and friendship extremely well.  It reads so clearly, almost like non-fiction.  The novel’s narrative is one of the most articulate and honest voices I’ve read in a good while.  From the book’s fifth chapter (Richmond, VA):

Clouds spread out over the Atlantic like soiled linens on an unmade bed.  I knew, watching them, that if in any given moment a measurement could be made it would show how tentative was my mind’s mastery over my heart.  Such small arrangements make a life, and though it’s hard to get close to saying what the heart is, it must at least be that which rushes to spill out of those parentheses which were the beginning and the end of my war: the old life disappearing into the dust that hung and hovered over Nineveh even before it could be recalled and longed for young and unformed as it was, already broken by the time I reached the furthest working of my memory.  I was going home.

You can read more about Kevin Powers at his website.  You can also read some of his thoughts about reading and writing in this article recently posted in the New York Times Sunday Book Review.  If you do read the book, let me know.  I’d love to hear your thoughts on it.

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One Man’s Letter to the Church

Every now and then someone asks me what book or movie someone should read or watch if they wanted to understand me.  Usually I’d say read The Lord of the Rings or watch Fight Club (well, for the late 90s me).  I might say a novel by Douglas Coupland or a movie by M. Night Shyamalan.  Now I can direct them to a letter over at the Leadership Journal.

A few days ago I posted a link to Rachel Held Evans’ article on why Millennials are leaving the church.  A couple of weeks ago, Fritz Liedtke posted a “letter” at the Leadership Journal titled “Is This All There Is?”  In many ways, it reads like my version of RHE’s Millennial concern.  You can read the whole “letter” here.  Be sure to read it to the end.

I appreciate Liedtke’s sense of gratitude towards “the church” for all that it has done for him.  I also appreciate his candor in admitting where he feels abandoned, how he felt used up, how he isn’t quite sure how to reassert himself in church life.  I understand that.  A few months ago I left the Sunday school class that I had taught for a couple of years (and been a member of for most of my time in Hawaii).  I found that I had no place to go.  I found myself sitting alone in service constantly.  I did not want to complain, but I knew that I couldn’t keep on doing what I was doing.  Turns out the only thing harder than walking away for a while might be finding a good way to walk back in.

Quality quotes:

I wish there were more of a lot of things, but mostly, I wish there were more opportunities to encounter God. I also wish there were more people ahead of me on the path. After 40 years of sermons and studies, I don’t really need any more knowledge right now. I can’t even really hear the preaching anymore. What I need are spiritually deep mentors. Not just theologically deep, but spiritually deep. Not that they’re mutually exclusive, but there seems to be a difference. . .

I need leaders who actually deeply experience God, who deeply know him, not just about him, so that they can help me deeply know him too.

As with the RHE piece, the comments following the article are interesting (and in this case, more encouraging).  I strongly encourage you to give the article and the comments a look.

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From Rivendell: An Extended Clip from the Hobbit

One of my favorite parts of The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey was the time spent in Rivendell.  It was nice seeing the interplay between Gandalf, Elrond, and Galadriel, seeing them smile and enjoy each other’s company as they moved across the screen.  So I’m glad that one of the first scenes from the movie’s extended version showcases a little more of that, this time between Bilbo and Elrond.

The extended-version DVD drops November 5.  We all get to return to Middle Earth for the next installment of the story in December.

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George Saunders: Graduating in the Direction of Kindness

The commencement address of author George Saunders recently made its way onto the internet.  He takes on the issues of selfishness and kindness and does them justice in just under twelve minutes (which is a great length for a graduation speech).  We would all do well to “err in the direction of kindness.”

If you’d rather read it, the New York Times has posted a copy of the speech here.

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Derek Webb’s New Lyric Video (with passion, confession, and whimsy)

A good and proper disposition is a difficult thing to master.  I often find that the music of Derek Webb helps me get there in a good way.

Webb recently posted a “lyric video” to the title track of his September-dropping album.  I’ve linked to the audio of the song before, but I’m more than glad to embed the full video here.

One of the YouTube comments questions the identity of  the “you” in the song is.  This is one of those songs that benefits from the ambiguity, I think.  It could be someone personal to the singer.  It could be God.  It could be the audience.  It could be anyone and everyone.

I like the “include the fans” aspect of the video.  It works in a nice, whimsical way.  It shouldn’t be done often, but this time it’s good.

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Looking forward to the Secret Life of Walter Mitty

The only thing better than seeing the trailer for The Secret Life of Walter Mitty before The Wolverine was seeing it again before The Way, Way Back.  I’m doing my best not to learn more about the premise (though I have since learned the movie is a remake).  I like the style of the trailer, the idea of the imagination and living a braver life.  This definitely makes the promise of Christmas break even sweeter.  Check it out and maybe even be inspired.

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Rachel Held Evans and a Kind of 21st Century Transubstantiation

Rachel Held Evans’ article about young adults leaving the church had fifty pages of comments on CNN.com by the time I got around to reading it.  The article was beautifully written, but the page after page of comments were equally compelling.

I applaud Evans for articulating her thoughts so well.  As someone who feels almost completely abandoned in the traditional church and who also works with teens on the cusp of becoming young adults, I find her general concern valid.  I also know that even trying to talk about such things is like playing hopscotch in a minefield.  The article’s comments are a perfect picture of that.  If you scan the comments after the article, you’ll find both support and derision.  You’ll find people who follow Jesus and people who couldn’t care less about the walk of faith picking things apart.  You’ll see a lot of different people saying all kinds of things very passionately.  Everyone has something to say, but I fear that little of it makes for a good way forward together.¹

Evans seems to promote a kind of 21st century transubstantiation, “not a change in style but a change in substance” at church,  an allegiance to the kingdom of God and a deep longing for Jesus, something that “hipper worship bands” can’t necessarily accomplish.  But this isn’t just a concern for millennials.  I long for the change, too.  I know people further along in mid-life who feel the tension.  I’m glad that she gets to that point near the end of her article.  How, though, would such a change take place?  And how can things change when certain truths, like God Himself, are immutable?

I believe that many “traditional” churches are full of good people who love God, support missions, hope to understand the Bible better, and want to raise their families in a way that honors God.  But Evans is right: there also exists a need for many people to work out their faith, to be able to ask questions and seek out answers, which is not something always easily done in traditional church culture.  At one point she puts it this way: “we want to ask questions that don’t have predetermined answers.”  I would venture (and I might err in that venture) to say that many church members do not feel very comfortable asking (or answering) such questions, and that has at least something to do with the nature of religious knowledge and authority.   Religious knowledge might seem “tricky” because some of the questions people might ask actually have “predetermined answers.”  And if they aren’t predetermined, they are at least previously considered.  Christians have been working through issues of faith and practice for two thousand years.  So while the universe seems big and the world uncertain, we do believe that God has made some vital things known, some vital questions answered, in Jesus and the Bible.  To give quick, matter-of-fact answers to a believer might seem fine, but giving such an answer to a seeker can inadvertently short-circuit the process of seeking itself.  Such answers can treat us like beings with brains but not hearts.  But for a church leader not to give a matter-of-fact answer can seem like a kind of cultural capitulation and denial of biblical truth and authority.²  To even make space for others to consider alternative answers can feel heretical (even though it can be good pedagogical practice).  It’s a fine line that few seem comfortable walking in the traditional church (because if they do, they’re back in that minefield).  Maybe we would do well to see things like Chesterton wrote of them at the beginning of his book Orthodoxy: we must help seekers rediscover found things as if for the first time.  If we don’t, we’ll spend all of our time in a circular-reasoning situation, which isn’t much fun for anyone.

This is hard work.  But it is good and necessary work.  And it is work to be done together.  It is the work of asking and answering questions and then putting those answers into some kind of practice, which is its own minefield.  But those conversations are necessary, too.  I have a co-worker who speaks often of transformation, and what she says is good and true.  God is in the work of transformation, of helping us see bread and wine in a new way, of making new creations,³ of remaking us into the likeness of Jesus through the work of the Spirit.  He does that with us one-on-one, but He also accomplishes it through people together.  And while He does that with us in the chaotic present, He does it with an anchor in the ancient.  I pray that He will continue to transform us, to make us new through ancient truth, that we can rediscover good things already found before, fresh and new for us all.

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¹  You can find RHE’s own response to things here.  She lists some of her sources and other things that people asked questions about in response to her article.

²  And in those cases, our inadvertent “well, d’uh” can become a sign for them to say “see you later.”

³ That’s a big thing for the Apostle Paul, especially in the last couple of chapters of Galatians.

P.S.  All of this feels like an over-simplification of a complex issue, which it really is.  That’s part of the reason why RHE’s original post has garnered such commentary.  There’s more, so much more, to say about God and Jesus and the Spirit and the Bible and about truth and revelation and interpretation, about following the living Jesus.  To focus on one thing to the neglect of others is in some way to distort the very thing you are talking about.  But it is a worthy and necessary conversation that we need to have more often and in person, even if it is one feeble sentence at a time.

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New Derek Webb Music (Just 10 Days Late)

I Was Wrong from Derek WebbIt’s been ten years since Derek Webb released his first solo album, She Must and Shall Go Free.  Like many of his fans, I was introduced to Webb’s work through Caedmon’s Call back in college.  Webb is one of those artists that I cannot help but respect even when I disagree with his latest style or a confusing lyric.  For ten years, he’s been pushing himself as an artist, finding ways to challenge and encourage the church (the subject of said first solo album), and helping those of us discouraged by the implosion of contemporary Christian music  make peace with the state of things.

A few days ago, Webb announced a thematic follow-up to SMASGF, I Was Wrong, I’m Sorry, & I Love You.  The album, due to drop in September, is an attempt to revisit the themes of his first album from the standpoint of “10 years later.”  (That’s something I get now that I’m “10 years later” in my own vocation.)  The folks at Relevant Magazine premiered the title track from the album a few days ago.  I encourage you to take a listen to it here.  I’m not sure about you, but I really like the sound.

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Recess: The Live-Action Open (It Doesn’t Whomp)

Disney’s Recess very well may be the last great Saturday morning cartoon.  Something about it, the multi-ethnic cast with mysterious pasts on a playground with a strangely accurate class system, really resonates.¹  Rarely has a show about children had such a simple but brilliant mythology.  A quality live-action version of the show’s playground-panning open was recently posted to YouTube, one that even Safety-Man would be pleased with.

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¹  A few years ago, I played episodes of the show before summer school started each morning.  It had an unexpectedly nice draw.

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