Last Chance to Breathe?

For those keeping up, yesterday’s Covid test came back negative.  So yesterday afternoon included a basketball game and time with the neighbors.  But today?  That’s the million-dollar, end-of-vacation question.

This semester will be an ending of sorts, mostly by choice.  I may have mentioned before that I started the school year with the decision that, come what may, I would be done with my 5-year “temporary vocational stretch.”  I’m okay saying that it’s been too much for too long for me.  And much of this past semester has affirmed the “decision” for me.  Now it’s a question of how I work towards the end.

At the same time that I’m trying to find a good way to tie off one thread, I’ve got to “on-board” two part-time teachers to a senior-level class.  Which means I need to have my head in the game even more with the classroom, too.

Beyond that, we have a new principal to work with.  We’re still in the process of trying to find a Christian Ministries coordinator (thus, my “temporary vocational stretch”).  We’ve got the Covid up-tick to navigate, too.  And I’m expecting the frustrations of the first semester to still be around for the second.

So how to spend the day?  Well, I was able to get a good chunk of work done before leaving for Tennessee.  And I was able to get some online-learning work done on New Year’s Day.  So, for at least the first week, I’m not in a bad place.  So maybe a movie is in order?  A chance to get to the gym?  Get some reading done?  Either way, it’s the last breath before the plunge.

All of this is a strong reminder of the importance of habits and routines.  When life is packed like this, it’s the habits and routines that will help carry you.  And so it’s important for God and healthy relationships with others to be the foundation of those habits and routines, which can be really difficult since you can’t see God and because healthy relationships can be difficult to maintain (whether you’re single or not).  And then it’s always true, what they say about the best-laid plans.

And I still haven’t done much debriefing of 2021 yet (beyond the few paragraphs above).  I’ll try and get to that this week, too.

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Return to the Lake District

I’m almost a little ashamed at how excited I was to see this today:

Between this and the new Around the World in 80 Days series that starts this Sunday, there’s a good bit of British television to enjoy!

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Itinerant Itinerary

My day started yesterday around 4 in the morning with an email from Delta that my flight out of Nashville had been cancelled and that they had already rebooked me: later flight out of Nashville and then connections in the two airports I have spent years trying to avoid- ATL and LAX.  The trip to ATL is probably like those times it’s cheaper to fly to Maui before leaving the islands: it’s an airline hub thing.

So I drove to BNA just a little later, dropped of my rental car, and grabbed a chicken-biscuit at Chik-Fil-A and had my quiet time.  ATL wasn’t that bad: I only had to take the tram one terminal over.  The tricky part was that that flight was delayed by about an hour and a half, meaning that any lag time I would have had at LAX was shot.  And there’s always the threat that a late flight will get even later before they actually arrived.  God bless Delta.  The first customer service agent I talked to said that if I missed that LAX flight (the last to HNL for the night), they’d hotel me and book me the next day.  Which was not an option for me from a work  perspective.  So I found some (really cheap) tickets for a American flight, which took off some pressure.

The pressure kicked in, though, when I landed at LAX with just a few minutes to try and find my new gate.  The tricky part was that Delta had booked my last leg with Hawaiian, which flies out of a different terminal than the Delta flight to HNL at about the same time.  Small chaos ensued.  I ran some, bags in hand.  And I got to the departure gate hearing my name over the loudspeaker with the warning of “last call.”  But I made it.

The only tricky part at that point was that I didn’t have a chance to pre-check with my HNL QR code (we still require quarantine for those without negative Covid tests or proof of vaccination).  So had I didn’t have the wrist-band that makes getting out of the airport easy.  But the process after landing wasn’t too bad at all.  Plus we landed at one of the recently-refurbished parts of the airport.  It was really nice and good to see.

So not a bad travel day.  Not my best, but also not my worst (here’s looking at you, summer storms and SFO).  The highlight was a quick conversation with a priest in ATL.  He humored some questions I had about the rhythms of life.  Gave me a couple of good book suggestions, which I’m always grateful for.

It’s rainy and overcast here in HNL.  Seems like it’s been that way a good bit lately, which is to be expected.  Covid numbers remain high here and everywhere else.  These next few weeks will be interesting.  I’ve got a few more days before school starts back.  This whole trip has been a reminder that life happens, that you try to be with family even during things like a pandemic, that you acknowledge that some things are beyond anyone’s control.  You try to be responsible and you pray for the best.  Such an interesting way for this year to come to a close.

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Learning about Learning

Even when I’m on break, I think a good deal about the classroom.  This break I’ve been reading Matthew Mullins’s Enjoying the Bible, which is a nice literary approach to the Bible that doesn’t land in some soft “Bible as literature only” spot.  I’m just about done with it and have been greatly encouraged by it.

So this weekend I came across this article about learning from Brian Fink.  It speaks to a perennial concern for most teachers about what students learn and why.  A sample paragraph:

There’s a difference between “cramming to pass and learning.” Unfortunately, many current pedagogical models favor the former over the latter – not necessarily in principle, but in practice – because the former provides an immediate tangible metric to evaluate, while the latter may neither show up immediately nor ever, at least in the form it was given. What’s more, teachers find themselves constantly going back over the materials, spending more and more instructional time reviewing and reassessing to make sure the students “get it.” But why? In that scenario, what does the student finally, actually, know, and at what cost to everything he didn’t?

I admit to walking the line with this. Part of why I encourage memorization of material is so that they key points can become background knowledge and because if you don’t know anything, you end up arguing emotions only.  But it can create a “cram to pass” scenario for those not necessarily paying attention.

It’s a good article.  I’m not sure I totally agree with Charlotte Mason’s approach (she plays a key role in the article), but I understand where she’s coming from.  I appreciate that Mason acknowledges a particularly tricky thing about teaching and assessments:

The teacher was deliberately instructed not to pause in the middle of the reading to pose comprehension questions or checks for understanding. By doing so, Mason argued, the teacher trains the student not to pay attention while they are reading, because they soon come to realize that the teacher will eventually tell them what they are supposed to know anyway. And when a student takes this to its logical conclusion, he or she realizes that no actual close reading of any text is required, because again, the teacher has not only told them ahead of time what they are supposed to know (anticipatory sets, objectives written on the board), and told them what they should be knowing as they read (pause for checks for understanding and discussion questions), but will also tell them again what they should have learned by providing a study guide for the upcoming assessment.

It’s a version of “will this be on the test” that I experience often, where students forgo thinking alone or with others because they’ll get the correct answer from me eventually (because they’ll need the correct answer on the test).

It’s good to think about thinking and to learn about learning, especially when it doesn’t fit the mold of an industrialized/instrumentalized education that too often happens today.

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Time’s Fullness

One of the best essays that I read this year was this one by Paul Kingsnorth.   It stands well on its own, even as it also serves as a necessary coda to his most recent (and wonderfully written) book, Savage Gods.  Both recount significant aspects of Kingsnorth’s own journey.  His Substack, The Abbey of Misrule, is also worth following.

The folks at unherd.com recently posted another Kingsnorth piece, this one more about Christmas.  His first one, really.  A snippet about that:

This will be my first Christmas in the church. The Orthodox church, into which I was baptised just under a year ago, has a deep and old and demanding practice around this festival of light. For the last forty days, we have been fasting: today the fast is broken. A child is born, and everything has changed. The birth of Christ marked the beginning of a new age. The Orthodox church talks of Jesus of Nazareth as the “second Adam”. The first human messed up by rejecting God — by choosing control over communion, and falling into self-love. The incarnation of God in human form corrects the error: we get a second chance to turn from ourselves and look to the greater whole.

As the lights of Christmas Day dim, here’s a song to mark the moment.  It’s actually Scripture under the guise of a children’s song by Randall Goodgame.  Here’s a version of the song they used to Kickstart the album that included a song based on Galatians 4:4-7. Definitely a song appropriate to the day.

Merry Christmas!

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“I Will Find a Way”

It’s almost Christmas, so it’s time to repost one of my favorite Christmas songs.  It’s an odd one, more difficult than most Christmas songs.  Gullahorn explains a bit of the song’s origin here.  Whatever else it is, it is a song that builds beautifully and captures something essential about the work of God in our messy world.

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A Reading for Today

One of the things I like most about using the Daily Office as my Scripture-reading guide is that it often ties things together thematically (especially during seasons like Advent and Christmas).  Here’s today’s selection from Paul’s letter to Titus (some of chapters 2 and 3 in the NIV), with little bit of Christmas and a little bit of the Second Coming and a lot of hope in between:

11 For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. 12 It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, 13 while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, 14 who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good.

15 These, then, are the things you should teach. Encourage and rebuke with all authority. Do not let anyone despise you.

Remind the people to be subject to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, to slander no one, to be peaceable and considerate, and always to be gentle toward everyone.

At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another. But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us generously through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that, having been justified by his grace, we might become heirs having the hope of eternal life. This is a trustworthy saying. And I want you to stress these things, so that those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good.

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Twenty Years of Fellowship

Turns out that it’s been 20 years since the premiere of Peter Jackson’s take on The Fellowship of the Ring.  Truly difficult to believe that much time has passed.  So I’ll just leave this right here:

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Saturday’s Rest

The fall semester officially came to a close yesterday.  I’ve been done with classes since Monday, but have had grading (and re-grading?) to do, along with a mix of meetings and cleaning.  I’ll still go in a bit on Monday (and maybe Tuesday), but most of the first semester’s work is over (including the first chapel talk of the second semester, which we recorded yesterday).

So today is a bit of a chance to recapture some of the charm of life that vacation allows.

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I went to an early showing of Spider-Man: No Way Home Thursday.  What a great movie!  This is the first Spider-Man movie in the MCU that actually feels like a Spider-Man movie.  Don’t get me wrong: that comes with a cost, as there’s something deeply tragic about Spider-Man’s story that has been mostly absent from the Tom Holland version of the character.  With No Way Home, that is no longer the case.

It will be interesting to see where the character and the story go from here. This one has a cliffhanger that also gives some closure.

The oddest thing about the movie was the fact that I was sitting in a packed theater for the first time in forever.  I’d gotten so used to pandemic-style seating that I hadn’t thought to check if theater capacity had changed.  It had.  And while the audience was definitely more subdued than the one’s I experienced Infinity Way and Endgame, there were still many good “whoop and holler” moments to be had.  Word on the street is that opening weekend for the movie will be huge.  It should be.  In so many ways, the whole Spider-Man story feels like the real coda to the Infinity Saga.  That’s especially true for this story.

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I think I’ve said this before, but I can’t quite remember.  Here’s one significant way this semester was different from previous ones: this semester felt like there was more outside pressure than inside inspiration.  Lots of things didn’t change this semester, but things still felt more like a greenhouse/hothouse than an actual garden.  That’s not a particularly good place for a soul to be, so I’m hoping that I can tend things better this time (that and not have three separate chapel talks running at the same time).

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So here’s to the end of the semester!  There’s still lots to do, but at least there’s some closure with the turning in of grades.  I’m hopeful that the next couple of weeks will bring a good and healthy change of pace.

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Entering the Every

For the first time in months, I’ve changed the “currently reading” information on the side of this page.  I finished A Secular Age by Charles Taylor last night around 11:00.  I’d made that commitment earlier in the day and then, with 30 pages left, made my way for an evening mostly away from home.  So it finally happened, though not at the highest level of excitement on my part.

Taylor says a lot in the 700+ pages of the book, so I imagine that I’m “done” with the book in one sense but not in others.  A lot of what he wrote over a decade ago is still applicable for us today.  I’m tempting to go back and reread Jamie Smith’s book “explaining” ASA (it came out in 2014 and I read it quickly as it was much, much shorter and less expensive than Taylor’s tome).  It’s an interesting historical survey of the last 500 years (how does anyone hold all of that in one’ head for so long?) that makes many connections that I still see resonating today.  So maybe I’ll give it a couple of days before looking back over my annotations in the book.

Today I got my copy of the new Dave Eggers novel in the mail.  The Every is a sequel to The Circle, which I remember buying at a bookshop outside Windsor Castle during my first trip to England years ago.  That novel was intended to be a page turner, a story that escalated into almost-absurdity.  I’m not sure that translated well in the movie version (at least not for some viewers), but that’s okay.  I’m a couple of chapters into the book and enjoying it.  There’s a certain playfulness in both the text and in the features of the book itself reminiscent of early Eggers.  I mean, the book is called The Every, but it also has three other (sub?)-titles: The Every or At Last a Sense of Order or The Final Days of Free Will or Limitless Choice is Killing the World.  And the dustcover flap copy?  Heh.  Beyond that, there’s an interesting self-awareness in the storytelling and characterization that resonates on a basic level and that, so far, keeps you interested.

You can find a copy of one of the early chapters of the book here at Wired.  I haven’t actually gotten to that chapter in the book.  I imagine it might happen soon, but with Eggers you just never know.

I imagine it will take me a while to finish The Every.  But I imagine it will be a quick 577 pages, especially when compared to A Secular Age.

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